Its been so long.
Hardly have any time for myself, let alone blog.
XF brought baby to wedding lunch, giving me some time to myself to complete my paper.
I have 4 hours of own time. hehe.
No time for thoughts tho, everything seems to be in a mess right now. Even my spine seems like its in a mess. Crooked spine, hunched back.
I hope I can complete the following before the end of this year, which almost 1/4 is gonna be over soon.
1. Lasik
2. BB 2
3. Bei jing
4. A proper hair cut/massage. hahha
okay , nuff of rubbish. Bye
Xiuzhen
Sunday, March 08, 2015
Saturday, August 03, 2013
Going to be week 38 very soon. Zacchaeus baby, please be prepared to come out soon. Mummy knows you are a good boy, please don't stay way over due:>>>Haha!!
Have been quite occupied these few weeks. I always like to keep myself very busy! Have been researching on renovation! So exciting to be getting a new home. Ha, but my new house won't be ready until 3rd quarter 2014 though...but I need to research so that when the time comes, I wont be so lost! Xf loves it when I carry out all these research, coz it means he has one lesser thing to do! And he'll have more time to conc on his CANDY CRUSH!
Haha, but I really enjoy all these planning, coz I would be able to get the end product of what I want. I'm not a perfectionist, but I just like things to be done in the way I wanna!
Now I'm at the part of designing bb zac's room. A children's room should be bright, colorful and happy! Going to add a lot of decals on the wall! Was thinking of painting it blue, but what if the next kid comes early and is a bb ger? So I decided to keep it white, or at most yellow. :>>>
I was telling xf that there'll be no toys. All story books and multiplication tables and aplhabets...then on 2nd thought, that'll be quite a sad room already! wahahhaha!
Am so excited about zacchaeus, a lil nervous too! Went for the Johnson's bb project briefing last week! Met a few other mothers! And Johnson's goin to give an extra ipad to all of us on top of the $5000 products already! So happy! its like winning a lucky draw! hahahaha
Have been quite occupied these few weeks. I always like to keep myself very busy! Have been researching on renovation! So exciting to be getting a new home. Ha, but my new house won't be ready until 3rd quarter 2014 though...but I need to research so that when the time comes, I wont be so lost! Xf loves it when I carry out all these research, coz it means he has one lesser thing to do! And he'll have more time to conc on his CANDY CRUSH!
Haha, but I really enjoy all these planning, coz I would be able to get the end product of what I want. I'm not a perfectionist, but I just like things to be done in the way I wanna!
Now I'm at the part of designing bb zac's room. A children's room should be bright, colorful and happy! Going to add a lot of decals on the wall! Was thinking of painting it blue, but what if the next kid comes early and is a bb ger? So I decided to keep it white, or at most yellow. :>>>
I was telling xf that there'll be no toys. All story books and multiplication tables and aplhabets...then on 2nd thought, that'll be quite a sad room already! wahahhaha!
Am so excited about zacchaeus, a lil nervous too! Went for the Johnson's bb project briefing last week! Met a few other mothers! And Johnson's goin to give an extra ipad to all of us on top of the $5000 products already! So happy! its like winning a lucky draw! hahahaha
Friday, July 26, 2013
Week 37 today.
Weighed myself on the weighing scale in clinic. Still the same at 59.3kg. Lousy weighing scale, dunno accurate anot.
Anyway, YAYYY, I'm part of the Johnson's bb project! Took part as the rewards were damn good, 1 year supply of JnJ products and a free 1st yr bday party for Zacchaeus!The response was so good that I thought I would nv stand a chance,i did the survey anw, and they contacted me again for an interview. Couldn't make it for the interview, so I did an online interview as requested and yday they contacted me again saying I got in! There were only choosing 6 moms! out of dunno how many hundreds application! Feel so proud of myself and bb zac, and of coz so thankful to xf for helping me!!!
Yesterday I went to 8 infant cares in Bedok to put Zacchaeus on waitlist. From chai chee to the whole of bedok north! it was so tiring can? finding the centres, get outta car, knock knock, plead plead, write my name down, go back start car again. in and out of 8 times. The start of the journey to parenthood definitely isn't easy. Realised there isn't any half days at all! OH MY GOD! Only full day! Well, at least it won't tire out my mom I guess, but i really can't bear to let my bb stay in the care centre for the whole day at such tender age. sigh. but I don't wannt disrupt my mom's working plans as well.:>
Anw, checked out those centres, and there r a few which I really liked. I like the teachers, and the envrionment as well! Hopefully the one nearest my house got vacancy by the time Zacchaeus needa enroll, which is in Jan next yr!
Been researching alot on renovation and interior design. Haha, I think im mdm bao ga liao. Even xf also think so. He calls me Jack of all Trades. Tho I secretly think its Master of None. I'm mdm kanchiong. Tho our hse is only build till like 4 storeys high, I'm alr preparing. Hehe!
Okie, back to more research!
Weighed myself on the weighing scale in clinic. Still the same at 59.3kg. Lousy weighing scale, dunno accurate anot.
Anyway, YAYYY, I'm part of the Johnson's bb project! Took part as the rewards were damn good, 1 year supply of JnJ products and a free 1st yr bday party for Zacchaeus!The response was so good that I thought I would nv stand a chance,i did the survey anw, and they contacted me again for an interview. Couldn't make it for the interview, so I did an online interview as requested and yday they contacted me again saying I got in! There were only choosing 6 moms! out of dunno how many hundreds application! Feel so proud of myself and bb zac, and of coz so thankful to xf for helping me!!!
Yesterday I went to 8 infant cares in Bedok to put Zacchaeus on waitlist. From chai chee to the whole of bedok north! it was so tiring can? finding the centres, get outta car, knock knock, plead plead, write my name down, go back start car again. in and out of 8 times. The start of the journey to parenthood definitely isn't easy. Realised there isn't any half days at all! OH MY GOD! Only full day! Well, at least it won't tire out my mom I guess, but i really can't bear to let my bb stay in the care centre for the whole day at such tender age. sigh. but I don't wannt disrupt my mom's working plans as well.:>
Anw, checked out those centres, and there r a few which I really liked. I like the teachers, and the envrionment as well! Hopefully the one nearest my house got vacancy by the time Zacchaeus needa enroll, which is in Jan next yr!
Been researching alot on renovation and interior design. Haha, I think im mdm bao ga liao. Even xf also think so. He calls me Jack of all Trades. Tho I secretly think its Master of None. I'm mdm kanchiong. Tho our hse is only build till like 4 storeys high, I'm alr preparing. Hehe!
Okie, back to more research!
Sunday, July 21, 2013
Weighed myself today and suddenly my weight hit 60kg.
LOL, its a good sign...my baby is growing! hopefully I would continue to gain weight but.. not too much la!
AM really worried about the delivery process. I don't want a c-section. But I don't want my baby to be overdue for too long too. I just feel that my baby will stay inside my tummy till 40++ weeks. Maybe because it's the first, I have so many considerations. But of course, most importantly is for baby to be healthy.
My baby, even though not borne yet, has already brought much happiness to me and xf. Talking to baby Zac every night, making fun of each other, discussing about the future of our baby is indeed a really blissful feeling.
Going to see gynae tmr again. So looking forward to see my baby. I really hope he is of healthy weight. :>>>
hehe, And yday drove ah hau to teochew building for his interview. Then xf and I went Red Star to makan dimsum.Wah, I think food which bb zac likes means I would have no nausea and won't vomit.
I vomitted very badly early in the morning after drinking one small cup of milo. But after eating the dim sum, my whole tummy feels so comfortable. Especially after drinking the pu-erh. It was like Shioook!
Went back to pick ah hau, drove him to ICA to collect his passport, then Xf and I headed west to JEM and IMM. When we were at JEM, there was this promotion going on at UOB. Attracted quite a big crowd. All we have to do is just to leave our contacts, then we can spin the wheel. There was only one prize per spin. And boy, the chances is like 1/ 30? or more, I dunno. Anw xf spinned, and he got a Thank You. When I spinned the wheel, the feeling the was so strange, I felt so confident, and I got the Prize! It was a takashimaya voucher! Haha, guess how much it was... it was only $10-_- hahahahahaha, xf was like "diao" but i was really excited!!! Coz it's really not east to spin it the the prize! Everyone was looking at my tummy, the hosted mentioned that it was my bb which have me luck! I belived it too! lol, so happy!!! I literally jumped for joy. hahaha..preggie luck!:> Now I hope I'll win the JnJ baby project eligibility!!! I have confidence as well!
Anw we went IMM, and was really fun shopping. I can't shop for myself tho, coz I'm too big to fit into normal clothes, no point buying anw. So Xf had a great time shopping!Went home after that to rest then Jumbo dinner for ahma's bday!
2 more weeks to my maternity leave. Can't wait, tho I think it's too early to take my leave, but I think I deserved some rest before baby zac is out!
LOL, its a good sign...my baby is growing! hopefully I would continue to gain weight but.. not too much la!
AM really worried about the delivery process. I don't want a c-section. But I don't want my baby to be overdue for too long too. I just feel that my baby will stay inside my tummy till 40++ weeks. Maybe because it's the first, I have so many considerations. But of course, most importantly is for baby to be healthy.
My baby, even though not borne yet, has already brought much happiness to me and xf. Talking to baby Zac every night, making fun of each other, discussing about the future of our baby is indeed a really blissful feeling.
Going to see gynae tmr again. So looking forward to see my baby. I really hope he is of healthy weight. :>>>
hehe, And yday drove ah hau to teochew building for his interview. Then xf and I went Red Star to makan dimsum.Wah, I think food which bb zac likes means I would have no nausea and won't vomit.
I vomitted very badly early in the morning after drinking one small cup of milo. But after eating the dim sum, my whole tummy feels so comfortable. Especially after drinking the pu-erh. It was like Shioook!
Went back to pick ah hau, drove him to ICA to collect his passport, then Xf and I headed west to JEM and IMM. When we were at JEM, there was this promotion going on at UOB. Attracted quite a big crowd. All we have to do is just to leave our contacts, then we can spin the wheel. There was only one prize per spin. And boy, the chances is like 1/ 30? or more, I dunno. Anw xf spinned, and he got a Thank You. When I spinned the wheel, the feeling the was so strange, I felt so confident, and I got the Prize! It was a takashimaya voucher! Haha, guess how much it was... it was only $10-_- hahahahahaha, xf was like "diao" but i was really excited!!! Coz it's really not east to spin it the the prize! Everyone was looking at my tummy, the hosted mentioned that it was my bb which have me luck! I belived it too! lol, so happy!!! I literally jumped for joy. hahaha..preggie luck!:> Now I hope I'll win the JnJ baby project eligibility!!! I have confidence as well!
Anw we went IMM, and was really fun shopping. I can't shop for myself tho, coz I'm too big to fit into normal clothes, no point buying anw. So Xf had a great time shopping!Went home after that to rest then Jumbo dinner for ahma's bday!
2 more weeks to my maternity leave. Can't wait, tho I think it's too early to take my leave, but I think I deserved some rest before baby zac is out!
Friday, July 19, 2013
Week 36.
I think my weight was the same. I can feel my tummy getting bigger lei, but I dunno where all the weight goes to.Yesterday xf video-ed me doing a very simple interview for a JnJ project. When I first saw that video, I was like, "wah, my face is sharp" On one hand, i'm happy that my face didnt have all those water retention I see alot of mummies have, but I felt worried at the same time too, poor nutrition?If you look above my chest, i think i look skinnier than before I was pregnant.
Guess, I have to stop worrying all the time, but its natural for all mummies to worry about the slightest things right?
My whole mind is about Zacchaeus now, how he looks like, would he be healthy, would he sleep in the cot? would I have breastmilk for him? Coz my boobs stopped growing in size since 2nd trimester i think. All the mummies in the forums have big boobs now, but i don't:<<< I want to have bm for my baby!!!haiz, hopefully it'll just come naturally after i give birth. Bb zac, please come out soon after you are full term..heheh, mummy is really getting a lil tired.And mummy wants to know how you look like!
Been lookin at other job opportunities as well.Not changing my job yet, but just keeping a look out. My bond is ending this year mah. 3 years alr, getting a lil tired as a practitioner. And I really wanna try something different too. Something not so tcm, but still in healthcare. Or something more adventurous, or something more of planning events. Hai, been reading online for the whole morning, but nth fits. Either the job has no work-life balace, or I do not have the required experience for the job. Sigh.
Faster come monday please, I wanna see my baby again!
I think my weight was the same. I can feel my tummy getting bigger lei, but I dunno where all the weight goes to.Yesterday xf video-ed me doing a very simple interview for a JnJ project. When I first saw that video, I was like, "wah, my face is sharp" On one hand, i'm happy that my face didnt have all those water retention I see alot of mummies have, but I felt worried at the same time too, poor nutrition?If you look above my chest, i think i look skinnier than before I was pregnant.
Guess, I have to stop worrying all the time, but its natural for all mummies to worry about the slightest things right?
My whole mind is about Zacchaeus now, how he looks like, would he be healthy, would he sleep in the cot? would I have breastmilk for him? Coz my boobs stopped growing in size since 2nd trimester i think. All the mummies in the forums have big boobs now, but i don't:<<< I want to have bm for my baby!!!haiz, hopefully it'll just come naturally after i give birth. Bb zac, please come out soon after you are full term..heheh, mummy is really getting a lil tired.And mummy wants to know how you look like!
Been lookin at other job opportunities as well.Not changing my job yet, but just keeping a look out. My bond is ending this year mah. 3 years alr, getting a lil tired as a practitioner. And I really wanna try something different too. Something not so tcm, but still in healthcare. Or something more adventurous, or something more of planning events. Hai, been reading online for the whole morning, but nth fits. Either the job has no work-life balace, or I do not have the required experience for the job. Sigh.
Faster come monday please, I wanna see my baby again!
Tuesday, July 16, 2013
Today is 35weeks + 1 day.
Went to the gynae yesterday and my weight dropped to 58.8kg.I was 60.1 3 weeks ago.
Wasnt too worried until doc scheduled another growth scan for me. Then I realised that it might not be too good for baby even though the doc did mention that it might just all be water weight.
Yes, I admit I'm obsessed about weight gain/loss. I was always scared of putting too much weight during pregnancy as I might not lose it all in the end. But experiencing weight loss at week 35 is making me feel guilty plus worried. Is my baby too small? Is my baby growing fine?
I also havent been taking any supplements such as obimin and dha for a long long time as I feel nauseous at the thought of it. The thought of eating it is already nauseatic enough, let alone really eating it.And I dun take enough milk. Oh man, I owe my baby too much. Poor Zacchaeus, mummy is a bad mummy.:<
Alot of food is making me vomit. Eating too lil makes me vomit, eating too much makes me vomit. Cold food makes me vomit, hot food makes me vomit,sweet stuffs make me vomit, sour stuff makes my stomach ache. Spicy stuff makes me heartburn. Hai, even drinking a mouth of water could sometimes cause bloatedness so bad I feel like vomitting too.
Sleep is also bad. Waking up every 2-3 hours to the toilet. Plus lots and lots of dreams. Plus feeling whole body itch, plus having bad backaches. The list nv ends.
I hope my baby can come out at week 38 without any induction or complication. Of coz, I hope he would be healthy. His health is more impt than anything else in the world. But I dont know if I can take it if he stays 42 weeks. lol.
Hopefully everything will be back to normal. :>
Went to the gynae yesterday and my weight dropped to 58.8kg.I was 60.1 3 weeks ago.
Wasnt too worried until doc scheduled another growth scan for me. Then I realised that it might not be too good for baby even though the doc did mention that it might just all be water weight.
Yes, I admit I'm obsessed about weight gain/loss. I was always scared of putting too much weight during pregnancy as I might not lose it all in the end. But experiencing weight loss at week 35 is making me feel guilty plus worried. Is my baby too small? Is my baby growing fine?
I also havent been taking any supplements such as obimin and dha for a long long time as I feel nauseous at the thought of it. The thought of eating it is already nauseatic enough, let alone really eating it.And I dun take enough milk. Oh man, I owe my baby too much. Poor Zacchaeus, mummy is a bad mummy.:<
Alot of food is making me vomit. Eating too lil makes me vomit, eating too much makes me vomit. Cold food makes me vomit, hot food makes me vomit,sweet stuffs make me vomit, sour stuff makes my stomach ache. Spicy stuff makes me heartburn. Hai, even drinking a mouth of water could sometimes cause bloatedness so bad I feel like vomitting too.
Sleep is also bad. Waking up every 2-3 hours to the toilet. Plus lots and lots of dreams. Plus feeling whole body itch, plus having bad backaches. The list nv ends.
I hope my baby can come out at week 38 without any induction or complication. Of coz, I hope he would be healthy. His health is more impt than anything else in the world. But I dont know if I can take it if he stays 42 weeks. lol.
Hopefully everything will be back to normal. :>
Friday, July 05, 2013
Week 34
Couldn't remember when was the last time i blogged.
Today is the first day of my week 34. Fell sick the last 2 days.Had a fever from tues night all teh way till yday. Felt very bad coz it was xf's bday yday. And we had to stay home for 2 days. All the plans gone.
Was a far cry from last yr's bday where we went town to eat bakerzinn, followed by an italian restaurant.Bought him a RL shirt and a Polo too, but this year, nth. He must be so disappointed.
And to make things worse, I think I even passed the flu to him as he was asking for a panadol last night. Really felt very bad. This is supposedly his last bday before being a father. Baby would be out in 6 weeks.
I know he understands, but I still cant help feeling sorry and guilty.
Anyway, measured my weight this morning, after stuffing myself with lots of bread and water, but my weight dropped. Didn't find it exactly surprising as I nv eat much at all the last 2 days. Another matter to be guilty.
Always felt I nv provide enuff nutrients for my baby. But i'm feeling nauseous all the time. Sigh. Hopefully my weight would be gained back soon.Poor baby.
Was feeling breathless since morning. I think i need to bring an oxygen tank along w me alr, if possible.I don't think its baby pushing up my lungs, okie, maybe to a certain extent, but the baby ain't big. I think its more of my anemic. Heart was pounding at 112 times/min jus now. Sigh, actually anticipated that alr, coz I could really feel my heart pounding.
Getting a little emotional too. Like down in spirits. And feeling very cold. At this stage of my pregnancy, I should be like on fire, but I'm feeling too cold. Sigh,well, guess its the flu recovering.
Okie, time to give some thanks or else I'll really be depressed.
I'm going to be a mother!!! guess all the sickness, the fatigue, flu, etc has made me forget about the excitment of going to become a mother!
I've always wanted to be one and my dream is coming soon in 6 weeks! Okie, Shall Hang on!!!!!
Today is the first day of my week 34. Fell sick the last 2 days.Had a fever from tues night all teh way till yday. Felt very bad coz it was xf's bday yday. And we had to stay home for 2 days. All the plans gone.
Was a far cry from last yr's bday where we went town to eat bakerzinn, followed by an italian restaurant.Bought him a RL shirt and a Polo too, but this year, nth. He must be so disappointed.
And to make things worse, I think I even passed the flu to him as he was asking for a panadol last night. Really felt very bad. This is supposedly his last bday before being a father. Baby would be out in 6 weeks.
I know he understands, but I still cant help feeling sorry and guilty.
Anyway, measured my weight this morning, after stuffing myself with lots of bread and water, but my weight dropped. Didn't find it exactly surprising as I nv eat much at all the last 2 days. Another matter to be guilty.
Always felt I nv provide enuff nutrients for my baby. But i'm feeling nauseous all the time. Sigh. Hopefully my weight would be gained back soon.Poor baby.
Was feeling breathless since morning. I think i need to bring an oxygen tank along w me alr, if possible.I don't think its baby pushing up my lungs, okie, maybe to a certain extent, but the baby ain't big. I think its more of my anemic. Heart was pounding at 112 times/min jus now. Sigh, actually anticipated that alr, coz I could really feel my heart pounding.
Getting a little emotional too. Like down in spirits. And feeling very cold. At this stage of my pregnancy, I should be like on fire, but I'm feeling too cold. Sigh,well, guess its the flu recovering.
Okie, time to give some thanks or else I'll really be depressed.
I'm going to be a mother!!! guess all the sickness, the fatigue, flu, etc has made me forget about the excitment of going to become a mother!
I've always wanted to be one and my dream is coming soon in 6 weeks! Okie, Shall Hang on!!!!!
Wednesday, February 13, 2013
Happy CNY!
Woah, CNY was really really really tiring!
I've nv thought CNY could be so tired sia!
But it was a good CNY! finally could annouce the good news of my pregnancy to our friends and relatives. XF and I were so surprised by the number of good wishes and blessings! Quite alot of my friends called to congratulate us! it's really really heartwarming!
And its always good to see our relatives whom we've not seen for a long time,and meeting xf's for the 1st time. And going to the temple to bai bai my ah ma. CNY always makes me think of her.The gathering the other day at ah mak's place reminds me of her again. The very petite old woman who always sits at the corner quietly, looking at the whole household smiling so gently.
Might be the preggie hormones, but i tear at the smallest lil thing now. The other day I was watching a short clip on youtube, then 2 mins later, I turned over to xf, with non stop flowing tears, which made him chua sai!
Come to think of it, its really funny...hahaha
My tummy still ain't really showing, sometimes it scares me that my tummy is still quite flat.Went for the OScar scan the other day, and there was this other preggie who was also 3 mnths pregnant but her tummy was so big alr! I was really worried sick!Luckily when it was my turn, the sonographer told us that everything looked normal, bb is of healthy size!
And he/she actually moved it's arms and legs! Then it flipped over to its back and flipped back again! Totally surprised us as we nv expected it to be like that at 12 weeks! Then we heard its heartbeat at 164 times/min!
Anw we came out and I saw the 3 mnths preggie woman again. We overheard her conversation with the nurse and realised that she's actually having triplets! lol, no wonder her tummy so big...hahahaha, but i feel so happy for her! triplets is such a happy thing! hahahaha
My auntie kept asking me if i'm having twins, coz according to here, there's this "gene". But nope, its just one!
I used to always want 3 kids! When I got preggie, I was so sick and naseous I changed my mind a lil. The 2nd and 3rd month was really terrible.Feeling nauseous whole day long. Not wanting to eat or drink coz everything that goes down would come out almost immediately. Then it got worse, becoz if i'm hungry, I'll puke even more, just simply puking saliva and those gastric juices.Eating or not eating would always give the same outcome.And its so tiring physically and mentally and emotionally. There were times where I would just keep crying becoz I felt so terrible.I felt sad becoz i'm so tired, and I feel guilty becoz i feel sad! Now it's finally subsiding. I still feel nauseous at times, and i'll still puke a couple times a day but the symptoms are so much better than before. And amazingly, I don't feel depressed anymore!
Anyway it's just the beginning.I know there's areally long way to go. I jus hope it'll go smoothly and my growing bb in my womb will be safe and healthy!
Life's been really good to me! I finally got transferred to Bedok Clinic! I didn't even ask for it. I was just secretly hoping for it to happen! Now I get to work just 4 days a week and both locations are so near my house! hahaha
Oh, but we just bought a car last week! xf bought a car so I can drive to and fro east coast instead of taking the bus, now that the clinic is at bedok, I could actually walk to work instead alr!We need a car anw la, and I drove myself to work last week and today! Later I'm picking xf up at vivocity! Driving is really fun! hahaha, esp when u're driving an auto. I hated driving when I was learning in the driving school as I hated the gear/clutch thingy! I could nv coordinate my gear/clutch, check rear mirror, check side mirror, chekc blind spot properly!now it's so much easier!
Now there're so many things on my mind!
First thing is to find a good gynae! Been procrastinating forever!I get confused with all the forum threads!
Then there're so many friends I need to catch up with! I've been hiding for the last 3 mnths due to the very bad morning sickness that i think my friends are thinking i'm vv dao.but i'm not! I'm just really really really tired!
Okie, been rambling non stop!can't wait for work to end!
Happy CNY! Gong Xi Fa Chai!
Woah, CNY was really really really tiring!
I've nv thought CNY could be so tired sia!
But it was a good CNY! finally could annouce the good news of my pregnancy to our friends and relatives. XF and I were so surprised by the number of good wishes and blessings! Quite alot of my friends called to congratulate us! it's really really heartwarming!
And its always good to see our relatives whom we've not seen for a long time,and meeting xf's for the 1st time. And going to the temple to bai bai my ah ma. CNY always makes me think of her.The gathering the other day at ah mak's place reminds me of her again. The very petite old woman who always sits at the corner quietly, looking at the whole household smiling so gently.
Might be the preggie hormones, but i tear at the smallest lil thing now. The other day I was watching a short clip on youtube, then 2 mins later, I turned over to xf, with non stop flowing tears, which made him chua sai!
Come to think of it, its really funny...hahaha
My tummy still ain't really showing, sometimes it scares me that my tummy is still quite flat.Went for the OScar scan the other day, and there was this other preggie who was also 3 mnths pregnant but her tummy was so big alr! I was really worried sick!Luckily when it was my turn, the sonographer told us that everything looked normal, bb is of healthy size!
And he/she actually moved it's arms and legs! Then it flipped over to its back and flipped back again! Totally surprised us as we nv expected it to be like that at 12 weeks! Then we heard its heartbeat at 164 times/min!
Anw we came out and I saw the 3 mnths preggie woman again. We overheard her conversation with the nurse and realised that she's actually having triplets! lol, no wonder her tummy so big...hahahaha, but i feel so happy for her! triplets is such a happy thing! hahahaha
My auntie kept asking me if i'm having twins, coz according to here, there's this "gene". But nope, its just one!
I used to always want 3 kids! When I got preggie, I was so sick and naseous I changed my mind a lil. The 2nd and 3rd month was really terrible.Feeling nauseous whole day long. Not wanting to eat or drink coz everything that goes down would come out almost immediately. Then it got worse, becoz if i'm hungry, I'll puke even more, just simply puking saliva and those gastric juices.Eating or not eating would always give the same outcome.And its so tiring physically and mentally and emotionally. There were times where I would just keep crying becoz I felt so terrible.I felt sad becoz i'm so tired, and I feel guilty becoz i feel sad! Now it's finally subsiding. I still feel nauseous at times, and i'll still puke a couple times a day but the symptoms are so much better than before. And amazingly, I don't feel depressed anymore!
Anyway it's just the beginning.I know there's areally long way to go. I jus hope it'll go smoothly and my growing bb in my womb will be safe and healthy!
Life's been really good to me! I finally got transferred to Bedok Clinic! I didn't even ask for it. I was just secretly hoping for it to happen! Now I get to work just 4 days a week and both locations are so near my house! hahaha
Oh, but we just bought a car last week! xf bought a car so I can drive to and fro east coast instead of taking the bus, now that the clinic is at bedok, I could actually walk to work instead alr!We need a car anw la, and I drove myself to work last week and today! Later I'm picking xf up at vivocity! Driving is really fun! hahaha, esp when u're driving an auto. I hated driving when I was learning in the driving school as I hated the gear/clutch thingy! I could nv coordinate my gear/clutch, check rear mirror, check side mirror, chekc blind spot properly!now it's so much easier!
Now there're so many things on my mind!
First thing is to find a good gynae! Been procrastinating forever!I get confused with all the forum threads!
Then there're so many friends I need to catch up with! I've been hiding for the last 3 mnths due to the very bad morning sickness that i think my friends are thinking i'm vv dao.but i'm not! I'm just really really really tired!
Okie, been rambling non stop!can't wait for work to end!
Happy CNY! Gong Xi Fa Chai!
Wednesday, January 02, 2013
Happy New Year!!!!!!!
It's a new year! time really flies for 2012.
Both xmas/new yr eve was spent in clinic till 9pm.
How sad!!!:<<<
Nov/Dec was seriously busy and tiring, covering so many OTs, fell sick a couple of times.
I managed to get through, OT to earn more $$$!!!!hiak!!
Anw, no matter how busy work is, I'm really really really happy, deep inside my heart.
Waiting for hubby to come home/ hubby waiting for me to go home everyday is such a blessful thing.
it's been 3 months plus since our wedding, but everything still feels so surreal.Lol.
And at this point of time, really, marrying to xf is one of the most fortunate thing that has happened to me:>>>>>
I love the world, and I know the world loves me!:>>>>>
Happy 2013!
It's a new year! time really flies for 2012.
Both xmas/new yr eve was spent in clinic till 9pm.
How sad!!!:<<<
Nov/Dec was seriously busy and tiring, covering so many OTs, fell sick a couple of times.
I managed to get through, OT to earn more $$$!!!!hiak!!
Anw, no matter how busy work is, I'm really really really happy, deep inside my heart.
Waiting for hubby to come home/ hubby waiting for me to go home everyday is such a blessful thing.
it's been 3 months plus since our wedding, but everything still feels so surreal.Lol.
And at this point of time, really, marrying to xf is one of the most fortunate thing that has happened to me:>>>>>
I love the world, and I know the world loves me!:>>>>>
Happy 2013!
Wednesday, August 29, 2012
Just received news that I'll be going to Jakarta and Bandung for a short business trip next month!
So exciting!!! Never thought that there'll be a chance to do so man! Even tho it's just Indonesia, but I'm really excited!
Going to give a presentation to Standchart clients in indo!:>>>
But it'll be in sep, a few days before my wedding! 头有点晕! coz it'll clash with my final fitting manicure, last min finalising of wedding details...now i'm a bit kanchiong...but still excited nevertheless!!! woots!
okie, zhor gang!so many presentations coming up!
So exciting!!! Never thought that there'll be a chance to do so man! Even tho it's just Indonesia, but I'm really excited!
Going to give a presentation to Standchart clients in indo!:>>>
But it'll be in sep, a few days before my wedding! 头有点晕! coz it'll clash with my final fitting manicure, last min finalising of wedding details...now i'm a bit kanchiong...but still excited nevertheless!!! woots!
okie, zhor gang!so many presentations coming up!